Wednesday, October 16, 2013

The Lord's Broth

When we all crawled the earth like petty insects identical and monotonous; the good god above wanted some excitement. He decided to bring the lukewarm broth to a boil and for his taste buds he threw in some spices. Each spice was in a bag, a bag we could open and savour the divine gifts inside.

As the first bag fell, we swarmed around it, gnawing on it, unaware of it’s purpose.  Then came more, falling all around us, sending up storms of dust as they fell. Some of us perturbed and some excited. One opened the first bag, the bag of evolution. He stood up and walked the earth and touched his brothers and sisters, which is when we all stood up and desired a bag for ourselves. Some bags fell so far and secluded we could only dream of them in our wildest fantasies.

The next brother opened the bag of civilization and built cities and bridges and walls and dams and he farmed the land. His progenies came up with languages and literature, and they sang and danced. All was good until one of use opened the bag of pain. “The lord sure has a weird taste” he scoffed. And with his discovery he settled in a dark cavern, where the pain consumed him. And up above the vultures of self-pity and despair hovered, looking down hungrily.  Only the chef could tell if he accidently spilt some rotten spice or if he just wanted a bitter broth. But we turned to the one who found the spice of religion for answer. He guided us, explaining the lord’s plan. But few didn’t trust him, for they thought he also found the spice of lies. Others followed him adamantly.

One sat below a tree and smiled, for he had found the spice of knowledge, a very rare spice, a quant of lord’s own light. And for his friend he found the spice of science, a great spice, one that would eventually colour the broth. In the swell of the moment another bag was opened, another bitter spice, greed. With it’s hideous smile and vicious motive it engulfed us all. Being the most potent spice it became the driving force for all of us.

Few wise men untouched by greed started speaking of greater things, they wore the same robe as the religious men. Few eyed them with suspicion, few enchanted by the promises they made and the rest torn in turmoil. The wise men talked of bags unopened, particularly of one intriguing spice, one that would taste of success but only more sweet.

Success as we all know is a sweet spice, but the one who bears it knows not whether to smile or cry.  We all see him conquer the peak he was climbing. And upon reaching his back scalded and his knees scarred.  He knows not whether to smile or cry, for he thinks of the trade-offs he’s made and the things he left behind down there. Of course he can’t see them from this height, but yes their images do sublime in front of his confused eyes. He only asks himself whose dream he was pursuing anyway.

The lord’s broth still in the cauldron has a very astonishing blend of spices. I say this because a few spices contradict so much.  Let’s take wealth and modesty for example, they don’t usually go together, but when they do there’s nothing nobler.  But what do I know about how the lord prefers his broth? As we grew in number and spread out, we opened more and more bags. With each bag that opened we were only more surprised. Such a myriad of spices! What is this broth going to taste like? Nobody knew.

A wanderer stood upon a fertile land and smiled, he didn’t know why. He gazed at the beautiful night sky lit by hundred thousand stars and the moon as graceful as ever in a silver veil of clouds. The pleasant breeze broke on his face and filled his lungs with the pleasant fragrance of the flowers in the garden. A stream flowed nearby and fell into a lake with musical charm. He thought he found paradise. But then the spice of science, blinded by greed told him about the riches buried farther ahead.

The wanderer started mining where science led him, digging deeper throwing the earth in the garden burying the lawn where he found paradise. Soon the pleasant breeze turned into a reeking storm and the stream poisoned. But the wanderer kept digging, falling in the pit, but he didn’t give up. Hours later he sat there in the bottom of the cavern, his back scalded and his knees scarred, holding his reward with his numb hands. He looked at the shiny stones and thought whether to smile or cry. Greed sat on his shoulders and grinned. On the surface the lawn was gone, turned into a barren land. Buried somewhere underneath the mounds of earth was  a spice people thought was a myth, one which the wise men talked of, the spice of happiness.  

Friday, September 20, 2013

What Do They Know About Love?

There were intermittent sparks flying out of the bonfire. There was enough wood to keep it going all night. And like the fire, our spirit wasn’t getting cold anytime soon. It was Priya’s turn to entertain the class. Priya was our English teacher, and she accompanied the class on the final year trip. She chose to recite a poem for her students as a parting gift.
“Out of the night that covers me..”
She started, light flickered on her face as she went on with the elocution. We were captivated. We all knew how strong she felt, an invincible lady.
“I am the master of my fate
I am the captain of my soul”
William Ernest Henley himself couldn’t have read it better. She smiled, there was applause. And then the sound of nature took over, a distant waterfall and the burning wood.
“Ritwik” Priya said “you’re the only one left now, and I don’t believe any one here wants to get back to the tent yet.”
“But ma’am I can’t think of anything, so many of them sang already.. can’t I just...”
“You’re good at creative writing” she interrupted “why don’t you read one of your own?”
“Should I tell the essay you praised so much in class?”
Shreya protested “Oh please Rit, I’ll doze off here on the grass if you do that”, the rest followed.
I wasn’t getting away unless I told them something interesting.. I looked at Priya’s face, she was looking at me inquisitively. And then I knew what I wanted to share with them.
“Ma’am I wanted to tell you something the first time I saw you.”
Someone whistled, Priya frowned funnily, we all chuckled.
“You look like someone I know.”
“Who?” she enquired innocently.
“Well I don’t really know her, but I can’t forget her.”
Shreya looked green-eyed.
The crickets chirped as my friends calmed down, they knew it was going to be a good story. What did the crickets know?
“This was when I was in 5th grade, I would see this couple everyday. They looked like college students, they would sit in the park opposite my window for hours.”
Shreya sighed, Amit mocked her.
“The guy looked cheerful, the girl was pretty”
Priya flattered herself “of course she did, she looked like me.”
“He proposed on Valentine’s day, she was more than happy to accept the bouquet and chocolates. They sat on their usual bench hand in hand for hours. They seemed to be so much in love.”
I chuckled as I described his mischief “he put his arm around her and tickled her arm, she blushed and hit him with the bouquet, but he never stopped. She gave up and rested her head on his shoulder.”
“Quite a view.” remarked Amit.
“Their meetings got longer, he would tease her n she’d smile back.”
Unlike others Priya had lost interest in my story by now, she was staring at the fire.
 Shreya got up and sat on the planck right beside me “did anything exciting happen?”
“Yes, he stopped coming, last time I saw him he looked tired and dull, I think  that rascal broke her heart.”
Priya didn’t react on my choice of word, her gaze fixed on the fire.
“The girl came back after a few weeks. She was alone and looked sad.”
“Did they break up?”
“Yeah I think so.. she’d sit on the same bench playing with the pendant he gave her, I think she was hopeful coz she didn’t throw it away.”
“Did he come back?”
“No, but the girl wasn’t ready to accept he wasn’t going to, not for a very long time.”
Amit yawned, Shreya looked sad, others looked at me for more. Priya was clearly not interested any more. She was admiring the stars now.
“She would hold her pendant and sit there all alone, smile at times looking genuinely happy and then the very next moment a tear would roll down.. she wept on the bench” my voice grew heavy.
“I felt so sorry for her, the break-up definitely took its toll on her beauty, she started looking tired and weak like his ex.”
Shreya was feeling blue, like she’d break into tears anytime. The night wasn’t getting any darker. “Had it not been for the fire we would all be in our tents by now getting bored” said Amit,
“Poor girl” Shreya said in a feeble voice.
“She eventually stopped coming after a few months when monsoon set in.”
“Maybe she realized how mean he was.”
“Maybe not, she was back on the next valentine’s day, playing with her pendant and smiling.”
Shreya lit up “I knew there was a twist, he came back, didn’t he?”
“No, didn’t I tell already?” I didn’t know what irritated me more, her innocence or his cold-heartedness, “he was a rascal!”
Priay flinched this time, I looked up apologetically, her eyes were moist, I knew that face
“He died of cancer.” The crickets chirped, what do they know about love?